Vulnerable

Hey Bloggers

We put ourselves into situations where we may find yourself vulnerable to show our feelings to let our walls down it freaks me out. As a young woman who is the definition of a late bloomer who looks 16 years old not 24 years old it may not seem much but being vulnerable means breaking down my tight protection systems it's dangerous sometimes also in this day and age online dating it's now normal to speak to a total stranger before meeting in real life.

It's a bit like a few blogs before I'm growing up in an era where my whole life can be put on the internet if I chose or don't chose it to be. From my family and friends taking pictures of me and posting it on the social media to me writing my blog here it's my choice. What I put on here is what I feel is appropriate but what about the people I send photos to do I trust them enough to keep them between us? From photos I have taken there are plenty I don't send or put on social media.

Sometimes being vulnerable is scary because we have to let our guard down, we have to sometimes allow other people into seeing our true self being concious of the fact that in essence  our true selves might not be what the other person expects or accepts us to be for me I am an open book I am also so shy that it sometimes limits me to be able to speak to people even the ones close to me.

Today is the day of cheesy m double cheeseburger Valentine's day or INTERNATIONAL SPEW DAY today was my humble self love self care day shared with my mumma because she has been sick so I am looking after her. That is my way of loving someone I like to care I have a heart (ewww this is getting vunerable) I am someone where family is everything the be all and end off everything that I do in life some of us millennials or from the older generation don't understand that at 24 I would rather spend my time with my parents on a Friday and weekend then go out and party all night.