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Hey Bloggers We put ourselves into situations where we may find yourself vulnerable to show our feelings to let our walls down it freaks me out. As a young woman who is the definition of a late bloomer who looks 16 years old not 24 years old it may not seem much but being vulnerable means breaking down my tight protection systems it's dangerous sometimes also in this day and age online dating it's now normal to speak to a total stranger before meeting in real life. It's a bit like a few blogs before I'm growing up in an era where my whole life can be put on the internet if I chose or don't chose it to be. From my family and friends taking pictures of me and posting it on the social media to me writing my blog here it's my choice. What I put on here is what I feel is appropriate but what about the people I send photos to do I trust them enough to keep them between us? From photos I have taken there are plenty I don't send or put on social media. Sometimes ...

Hey bloggers It's February 14th meaning it's Valentines day for some but to me it will always be called International spew day the reason is there is too much pda I can't deal with it, it actually makes me feel sick. I'm not anti valentines day I'm just not into cheesy holidays this being the biggest holiday there is, we celebrate one day showing our partners or families or friends or boyfriends or girlfriends of love yet why is that? Should we not love them unconditionally everyday? It also neglects our ourselves we are too busy buying gifts for everyone else yet you are the person who will be there when things go to shit or when you get an award you are the person here for long term for life, so we forget ourselves we over think about the gift we are getting the other person but neglect ourselves. This doesn't mean being arrogant it's about being humble. If you are celebrating today with your partners please remember to celebrate you as well, pamper your...

Hey blogging family So this is a very foreign concept and way outside my comfort zone this year I am going to start running! Excuse my whilst I let this concept/info go into my brain and stick like glue I already don't like the idea of running I only run when I have to usually when my coach makes me run in x fit. Now that I got all my whinging out of the way this is how I am keeping myself accountable I have decided I am going to do small videos on my phone and upload them onto my Instagram account adldchick I am deciding right now whether to do a YouTube/vlog Channel as well I need advice on this. And of course I will be writing on here as well to keep myself accountable because this keeps me very accountable once I write this blog I feel as though I have no excuses because I'm tired won't cut the mustard with you guys which is exactly what I need. So tomorrow evening and Sunday evening will be the first 2 runs wish me luck! I'm going to need it hahahahaha No compl...

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Hey blogging fam So this year I want/feel the need to be challenged, I usually am challenged each year at different times of the year. But 2019 is the year I need to be challenged its my 10 year anniversary since I started muay thai I am also going to be 25 years old in September so that's why I need to be challenged physically and mentally. I need to be inspired, I feel like I need something inspiring to motivate me,I'm on the constant lookout so to speak. I plan on at the end of the year 3 days after xmas going to Thailand to do an intensive 8 week muay thai training camp which is what I need I also need to go back to the gym. My goal to get out of my comfort zone this year will be a run I HATE running I live kind of a sloth life even though I do 122 things everyday and I have a to do list with a billion things on it daily, but this year I want to run I don't have to enjoy it I just have to run, I  have give over all the excuses I have oh it's too hot, oh its borin...

Hey blogger Family,  So for the weekend I was in Melbourne mainly for the tennis, to see my family and friends that live there but more importantly for an escape a little getaway for independence. My first trip where I paid for the whole thing the plane ticket, the tennis tickets, the accommodation and the food. It was a trip without my parents who h to be honest I think as a 24 year old it needed to finally happen! Ok so this was a very Spontaneous trip it was too short and way to sweet, tasting freedom for the first time kind off without my parents was awesome I didn't stay with my family I stayed for the first time in my life in a hostel in a mixed dorm. Best experience of my life the 1st night not quite but then it was a bed to sleep on that was the main goals. So I went to the tennis AMAZING it was great the day as a massive tennis fan I didn't cry which is very unlike me. I just enjoyed the fact I was on my own, nobody telling me to clean up nobody asking questions ju...